The "AR"

mmmm..... it's tough to get that AR... i was informed, about 10% of those who sat for the part 3 exam, went thru... the rests have to resit....

then, i remembered the few times i went for interviews... & the 'soalan cepumas' which always been asked to me was "after all of these while of experiences & knowlwdge, why did u take ur exam?" aaaarrrrggggghhhhh... if only the exam is easy & the passing rates r high.... & .... i would have taken it...

but for being an exam phobic... here i am, still....

it's really tough....

it had been few months since i last wrote (oooopppssss - typed) in this blog. life was sooooo busy... hahahahaha.... at first i was so excited in challenging myself with the 'monster' - this is what mazani called it... later, especially during exam weeks, i felt lost... i was so unorganised... damn, so many things to read, to understand, to elaborate.... and so many 'to... to... to...'

the greatest challenge appeared when both of my lovely boys sick - vomiting & diarrhea... and they wanted to be by my side all the times... whenever, i woke up at 4 in the morning to study, about 30mins after that i'll hear knocking on the door... the two boys were there.... my lil zafran was crying, while zikri was holding his hand... my poor kids...

it had been like that for the last two weeks... what so ever, i remembered my mom once told me, "biar ikhlas bile buat sesuatu, insya allah Allah permudahkan segala nye...." i think she was absolutely right.... thanks to her, to my dad, to my hubby and among all, to my only & 1 god, ALLAH... for easing myself during the tough time..... ALHAMDULILLAH...